Good Morning and Welcome to Saturday the 14th day of November, 2015.
The sky looks frosty if that is possible and the roofs are all covered in frost … like a painting.
That is my view from the office window.
We were up early this morning much like other mornings.
As has been “routine” for the past mornings I quickly don my winter boots as I hit the main floor.
Grabbed Alvin’s food dish as it’s temporary home is in the living room.
I turned on all of the lights and followed Alvin into the kitchen where I gingerly turned the handle on the bathroom door.
Quickly turned on the light and spoke loudly before opening his food container and filling up a cup for his dish.
Returning to the living room he ate breakfast while I “cowered” on the upstairs steps.
How sad am I?
Once done we both went outside.
Alvin and my winter boots are my saviours these days.
I feel so helpless and stopped from doing the things that I need to do.
I have a long list of items that need my attention.
The craft show is fast approaching and I need to gather some tea orders.
I have to get past this situation.
It has been crippling.
The days that have been wasted because of this small little thing.
Well today is a new day.
I will tell you that after three days of this I am downright exhausted.
Made a decision to have my neighbour remove the sticky pads as I cannot bear it to be caught and have Alvin listen to it.
I do not think they pass right away and that is down right cruel.
Even thought this creature has turned my life upside down I just think I have to do the more humane thing ….
So this morning another friend is coming over to set a couple of the old fashioned “snap” ones.
I feel better about that.
Right now there is nothing in the pantry and I should be baking some pumpkin muffins so I shall have a shower and be brave.
Gather my baking items from the pantry and get on with it.
Boots and Alvin and all.
I need to get going on things.
So these are my thoughts for the day.
I am trying to be brave …. I am trying.
Somedays it would be nice to have a room-mate in addition to Alvin.
Although he has been the best …. does not leave my side…. I think that he knows.
Tomorrow is my nephew’s birthday …. the one that was in the accident last fall and in a coma for several months.
He is doing a world better; his brother is taking him home for a day or two and renting a hall to have a party for him.
Happy Birthday ….. he will love seeing all of his friends, neighbours and family.
My daughter and I are going to go next weekend and visit him at Ponoka unless he already has plans.
We have to call.
Tick tock …. I have to get this show on the road.
Writing is not going to get things done.
I appreciate your support ….
Special Hello to: to all those people who live every day with phobias …. I know.
Always, Carol and Alvin