Well can you believe it …. Wednesday June 17th, 2020.
I seem to remember last week it was June 1st.
Half way through 2020.
WOW, that is just crazy.
Totally a good reason to ensure that you live your best life every single day.
Every day is counted in the same manner.
24 hours.
60 minutes in an hour.
60 seconds in a minute.
So why does it sometimes feel as though a week or a month or six months can pass in the blink of an eye.
For me, it is because I have so many things that I would like to do and then the time has passed.
But we cannot give up.
Keep dreaming and making those lists.
I know that with working from home …. I am challenged with staying away from the job during off work times.
As I am keenly aware of how much work keeps coming in …. it is difficult to leave it alone.
I am stressed and anxious about the never ending “mail” that keeps arriving in my inboxes.
Daily or at least weekly we receive additional direction and added responsibilities.
I do know that I am not alone.
There are so many folks out there working from home.
Depending on what your job is …. during this Pandemic …. you may be swamped.
The neverending INBOX, that dreaded email.
Our life line to the outside world.
We also realize that we are blessed and fortunate to have employment during this pandemic.
I am great appreciative to be employed.
Knowing that I can continue to be financially responsible for me and Alvin means the world to me.
However, that does not stop those moments of sheer anxiety of how am I ever going to get this all done.
Then I begin to second guess my skills, intelligence and even my memory.
Time affects us all.
Whether too much or not enough.
This pandemic affects us all whether directly or indirectly.
We, you and me are not alone.
Just because you are working and do not have the virus.
Does not mean to say that you cannot be anxious and scared and have feelings of loneliness and dread.
So we have to be aware.
Aware of everyone’s feelings and know that is is okay.
Okay to be nervous, anxious and fearful.
We will get through this pandemic.
When, I have no idea.
But we will.
The human race will endure.
Things will be different as they are already.
Will we ever go back to the way things were?
No, I do not believe so.
Why would we want to.
We have learned so much in these past few months.
Time to build upon that knowledge moving forward.
Well my work desk is calling my name.
It is inches away.
See what I mean.
My coffee is ready for me in a to go mug on my workstation.
I hope that you have an awesome day.
It is cloudy and raining here in Edmonton in my neighbourhood.
Wishing you a day and a life filled with kindness and respect.
Living this life, my life, every DAY with kindness and respect for all life.
I/We, shall remain,
As Always, Carol & Alvin